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I think I woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning.

My head and throat are aching and finals are upon me.

I'm getting stressed out about them even though I don't really need to.

I think it's because I just don't want to take them!

Also, seeing recent facebook events of upcoming bridal showers...

puts me in a sour mood.

I don't want to be happy for them because I'm jealous they get to have what clearly just seemed like bad timing for me.

I like to think I'm still getting over some of those disappointed feelings...

but it always lingers back when I'm reminded of it.

Overall, I always struggle with comparing myself to others and telling myself to not do it.

I need to stop looking back at the past and the couple negative things that disappointed me and focus more on the positive things that are happening

And just be happy.