Hope ya know...

I had a wonderful Thanksgiving.

Thank you so much for a family that I can live close to and spend time with.

Thank you for all the food I could eat today.

And in such abundance that there are even leftovers.

I stuffed myself with cheesecake,

I think that was the most cheesecake I have ever eaten in my life,

and I ate it in one night. :)

But ya know, I really am grateful for so much.

But what I still can't grasp an understanding of is why I can't get some things sorted out about my life just yet.

I feel like I am trying now to be more willing and do the right things, to try new things and let it teach me lessons and give me experience.

However, when I try to do something or do what I need to do, other circumstances won't even let me attempt. And I am frustrated because I can't control it.

I am having. a. hard. time.

Where do I go from here?

Help me search and listen for the answers.

Help me be willing to listen and accept the things I cannot control.

Thank you for putting me through this. hard. time.

And let me learn to enjoy. each. day.

Love,

Brianna